I have really been convicted this week. Bindu challenged me to reflect on one thing that I am worried about. I took her challenge and followed her instructions and started thanking God, acknowledging His control and letting it go. In bringing my concerns to Him, He gave me direction for solving my problem.
I mentioned earlier in the week that I’d like to learn to drain my expectations through a spiritual colander. I figure if I deconstruct before I react, my communication will sound more like music than a broken record. Help me Lord to express myself with clarity, truth and love.
I have been sounding like a broken record lately. No one likes that kind of music. Not even me. Listening to myself makes me feel like one of those crazy Walmart moms who has no control over anything but keeps yelling and making threats.
As soon as I began Bindu’s challenge, God quickly gave me some instructions for solving my problem and led me to deeper matters. He shed light on my expectations. I feel like a broken record and He knows why. He challenged me to see that I don’t recognize the gifts and talents of a particular person that I love. I keep expecting this person to deliver in tune with my expectations. I am expecting in areas that s/he can’t even consistently deliver for him/herself. God showed me that if I encourage this person in the area of God-given gifts and talents and provide support in the other areas, this person would grow past his/her own personal limits. Now, God didn’t promise that this person would then meet my expectations, He just promised that this person would grow past his/her own personal limits. That means that I would be working together with God to accomplish His will. Thanks Bindu.
Somehow I know this will make Joan C. Webb smile. I hope she is right now.