My pursuits to be unconsumed by the daily grind require more transition than I expected. Master of the calendar takes more than a book and a week. Deciding on calendar design requires fighting a few longstanding opponents. My opponents are the invisible kind, i.e. pressure, coming up short, being tired, pushing too hard, forgetting what I am made of. What does your invisible opponent look like?
Even though I scheduled hard with a lot of heart. Last week was somewhat of a bomb. I simultaneously got hit with 1) the middle school snake schedule, 2) working till 9pm at least twice, 3) sleep escaping me and 4) missing two important meetings due to the failure of my calendars to sync. My mom even asked me about the disconnect between my writing about time and my life last week. So, again, I consider time and the arrangement of it.
What I am learning as a person: I am learning that the silly little phrase Forgive Yourself can actually have meaning.
Verse: But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us. Romans 5:8
Deep Thought: My shortage of strength, time, wisdom and peace is filled in by His love, creativity, vision and sacrifice. I don’t know how He fills in my angst, worry, exhaustion and missed marks. But He keeps doing the refill straight into my heart. I am reminded to let God be God and let me be me led by Him. Maybe it takes a book, a week and Him giving me a few more shots at mastering time.
Quote: …as Christ followers living under the ever-flowing fountain of God’s love, our hearts should be so filled with His daily kindness, and love, that we should have the resilience not to be angered or provoked when the most minor irritations of life come our way . . . Simplify by Bill Hybels (Chapter 5)
Book(s)/Blog(s)/People that Shape Me: If you need to understand forgiveness, there is no better practical, but also deep application of it than in Chapter 5 of Bill Hybels book Simplify.
I also am learning a thing or two about brevity that is sweet and lingering in Shauna Niequist’s Savor, Living Abundantly Where You Are, As You Are.
My Prayer to You: I pray that we would resist being consumed by our daily grind. Instead that we would seek the presence of God to lead us to the hours of our day. I pray for us to be prepared to fight battles to remove the invisible opponents hacking our efforts and hindering our journey. I pray for us to be prepared to forgive ourselves for coming up short. I pray for us to believe that we can try and try again until we have mastered the skill of designing hours. Beside God. Who promises to never leave or forsake us. Amen.
Written by Sasha Katz