There is no limit to the Wholeness He will bring. As we ride sometimes on a roller coaster and sometimes in slow motion, we catch of glimpse of our own faith. Maybe from a mirror reflection. Perhaps from a relationship. Sometimes in tangible moments with God.
I have seen glimpses of myself recently. I had the very honest moment of speaking out loud the fear I have been holding onto for as long as I can remember. I have been brave on many occasions. I even have a large well of peace and calm that the people I am close to see in me. But, at the floor of it all, I have stored fear.
Ruth is my personal hero. I always think of her on the threshing floor speaking truth in the dark night to Boaz. I like to think I would do the same under the same set of circumstances. And, I probably would. But, there on the floor, I would still be holding onto my fear.
Something happened the last few days. Because God is good, He had no plan for me to store up my fear until kingdom come. I unexpectedly spoke my fear out loud to someone I trust. She prayed and prayed and I listened and listened.
If you are whole, there is no fear. I used to be afraid about things that are too personal to share here. I have gifts in me to give and it’s okay that some may not want them. I have faith in the future of my kids despite my imperfect life. I used to be afraid but that is gone now. I am not in chains anymore. Ultimately, I am free to love God as my Savior.
I have always believed in the miracles of the holiday season. I am embracing Advent in a way I have not before. I came across Isaiah 9:2-7 in the Message. He is the Prince of Wholeness and there will be no limits to the wholeness He brings. If you are speeding or in slow motion this season, catch of glimpse of your faith. There is no better time of year to let go of the bottom of you and let Whole seep in to every part of yourself. There is no limit to the Wholeness He has for you. Go ahead and believe in December miracles.
The people who walked in darkness have seen a great light.
For those who lived in a land of deep shadows — light! sunbursts of light!
You repopulated the nation, you expanded its joy.
Oh, they’re so glad in your presence!
The joy of a great celebration, sharing rich gifts and warm greetings.
The abuse of oppressors and cruelty of tyrants —
all their whips and cudgels and curses —
Is gone, done away with, a deliverance as surprising
and sudden as Gideon’s old victory over Midian.
The boots of all those invading troops, along with their shirts soaked with innocent blood,
Will be piled in a heap and burned, a fire that will burn for days!
For a child has been born — for us!
the gift of a son — for us!
He’ll take over the running of the world.
His names will be:
Prince of Wholeness.
His ruling authority will grow,
and there’ll be no limits to the wholeness he brings.
He’ll rule from the historic David throne over that promised kingdom.
He’ll put that kingdom on a firm footing and keep it going
With fair dealing and right living, beginning now and lasting always.
The zeal of God-of-the-Angel-Armies will do all this.